So i really thought i wasnt going to have a problem balancing school and work...its kicking me in the face now!! I like work ( working at forever 21 ) but the late hours are really aggrevating sometimes, especially when your on your feet for 8 hours running around a store and then have to go home finish schoolwork and then wake up for an 8 am class! : ( I'm going to pull through it though! im trying, i just get stressed out so easily and it frusturates me. In the end though i know school comes first; before anything! Im just trying to make myself remember that.
Let me start on my first essay....
yesterday i was sitting there reading the essay and writing as i thought of stuff..had about 3 pages almost done and was critiquing it to make sure everything was sounding ok and intelligent when my computer just up and FROZE..i clicked the save button like 300000 times and even when you exit out of a word document its SUPPOSED to ask you if you want to save it first...well my damn essay just dissappeared, out of no where! That started it....so i sat for about an hour pissed off because i knew i couldnt rewrite it and make it sound like it did, and finally i got the urge to start on it again...By the time i got some of it done i was ready for bed because i had a long day in general. Well today i did some in between one of my classes and my last class gets out at 4:45 and i had to be at work at 5.....I knew i was going to be up late tonight trying to fix everything and make it sound ok, but didnt know i wasnt going to get out of work till 11:45!!! :/ So im just frusterated and tired as hell trying to make this draft look good so i dont look like a bad/ careless writer because im really NOT! i promise! And it sucks, but im promising myself my final is going to be like 200000 times better :]
OTHER THAN THAT STRESS....
Everything else has been going pretty good! I stayed with my mom for 2 days for labor day at our beachhouse which was fun because it was relaxing and comfortable.
And im thinking after tomorrows classes are over i will be in a better mood because i dont have friday classes...
But i do have to finish this draft andddd study for 2 quizes i have tomorrow also
someone please bring me a RedBull ! :D
Later!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
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